
Genteleschi ‘s picture Flight into Egypt 1620 shows an utterly exhausted Joseph.
She told me of the angel’s visit, just
Before she left; but what she rightly meant,
I could not say – the Holy Spirit, a son
Who would be mighty, great, of royal descent –
Then with a knowing smile she went. I tried,
I tried so hard, to plane away my doubt
Which stuck like splinters in my inmost parts,
Yet still the question came; was she devout,
Deceitful, or deluded? I could not tell
And though I prayed, I feared whatever word
The Lord might say to me, as if my plans
Might contradict His will, or I’d misheard
Somehow His still, small voice. And so I’d rise
Each day and tell my friends we’d soon be wed,
Yet fretting inly at my choice. But now
Mary has returned. And what she said
I scarce can credit. That the child’s not mine,
I have no doubt. That the child is God’s –
can that be true? What if Mary’s right?
No, this fantastic tale sits at odds
With God’s grace, and I must let her go,
But not disgrace her – maybe she’s divined
Some truth I cannot see. Tomorrow, then,
I will – well, what exactly? My troubled mind
Is wrestling through this long and horrid night,
My splintered plans still sticking in my soul.
Yet like my father Jacob I hold out
For El-Shaddai to bless me, make me whole.
And just before the glimmer of the day
I hear a certain voice, “Don’t be afraid.”
Then suddenly I understand. In Him
The saving power of God will be displayed
And I must own Him as my child, provide
For Him and name Him Jesus – a special role
Indeed, yet one I see is fraught with risk –
A jealous king who will not yield control
Religious leaders proud of such good works,
Romans prone to crush any who rebel –
Will they feel threatened by this wondrous news
Or worship God as their Emmanuel?
He alone knows the answer. I must trust
And with the breaking of the clear new dawn
Take Mary home as my betrothed, to wait
With her until this precious child is born.







